Pregnancy #3-Update/All About

Oh my Heavens!! Where do I begin?!

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(12 weeks Pregnant. I’ve grown since then!)

First of all, THANK YOU for all of the love, support, congrats, and sweet wishes from all of you! Our little family and this baby bump of mine feel so loved! I feel so blessed in so many ways!

When my second little girl was born, I vowed right there on the hospital table that I wasn’t going to do it ever again. Not because I didn’t love babies, but because that pregnancy/labor was so hard I swore to myself and everyone around me that we were done.

I gave away ALL…yes all…of my baby stuff. (Minus a few memorable items.) I was content with my decision and moved on with life as a mom of two little divas.

But then…

I saw a baby.

Seriously, that was all it took. Our neighbor had a baby and all of the sudden I had baby fever. I felt that there was another little angel in our life that needed to be with our family. I told my husband about it and he looked at me shocked and confused each time. Yes, there were multiple times we talked about babies. Finally, at one moment, we both felt it was right and well…I don’t need to explain more do I?

So far, this pregnancy has been INCREDIBLY DIFFERENT and similar all the same. (Which is why we were convinced it was a boy….)

With each of my pregnancies, I always know immediately. It’s a weird thing to explain, but I just always know. This one started out incredibly easy, to the point where I started to disbelieve what the FOUR pregnancy test were telling me. I had NO symptoms…Not one. Usually I’ll have a few right off the bat, but this time I had nothing.

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Don’t worry…they showed up.

Around week 8 it hit me.

Nauseousness. Throwing up Every.Dang.Day. (Still pretty much am.). Headaches, fatigue, and did I mention my hate towards food?! This has been pretty similar with both my pregnancies, but food does not sound good. The look, texture, feel, smell, anything will turn me off. EVEN CHOCOLATE!!!! Some days I can stomach a certain food, and some days I can’t. It has made things difficult because I feel like I’m not getting all the nutrients I need. I wish I was being dramatic, because let’s be honest, I usually am…

But I swear the other day I bit into a carrot that didn’t taste so good, I went to spit it out, and the act of well…doing that…made me loose my lunch. I also heated up soup in the microwave, and that did it for me too…I’m hoping the further along I get, the better I can eat. I really do miss food…

As for my exercise, the beginning of my pregnancy when I felt amazing, I was kicking butt. As soon as the vomiting started, my exercise pretty much stopped. It was hard feeling like I was in a car 24/7, loosing the food I did eat, and taking care of two very active girls. It’s gotten a bit easier since then, so I’ve been taking it slow with my stationary bike and walks. If there is one thing I’ve learned in pregnancy, it’s that exercise makes pregnancy and labor definitely easier, but pushing your self is never a smart thing. Just do the best you can, even if it’s slow. Any movement is good.

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I also nap pretty much every day, especially when I felt car sick. My laundry is rarely done, the dishes are pilled high, and my kids lived off TV and macaroni and cheese for a while as a laid down for the majority of my day. My poor husband came home to quite the scene every day from work. Luckily he loves me OH SO MUCH, so it was all good ;)!

I have to add that I know pregnancy in general can be a sensitive subject to others, especially those who have struggled with loss and infertility. It’s hard to say this but a majority of my friends are suffering from these problems, and it’s a horrible struggle to go through. I am so grateful for each one of these people in my life, they have been such amazing women to my daughters by loving, teaching, playing, and caring for them. I am so grateful for the opportunity that I have to do the things I am able to do, but please know that with those that struggle my heart is always with you! We are all mothers in our own way, whether we bare children or not, I truly believe that.

 

Thank you again friends for your love & support! I plan to do a series of post of the foods I HAVE been craving, and what I’ve done to make them more healthier! (For example, a ranch salad…Sounds so good right now!)

Love you all!!

 

We’ve been keeping a secret…

We’ve been keeping a rather large secret for a very long time…

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We are expecting another BABY GIRL in February, 2015!

A post will follow soon with all the details :)!

Simple Top Ramen

Today I held a (rather large) clump of thin dirty blond hair in my hand.

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One child screaming with her hands on her head, and the other child grinning from ear to ear, doing some sort of twirl victory dance.

As I bent down to scold said dancing child, her little two year old mouth looked at me and said, “Yeave me ayone!”

What?!

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Then my 4 year old removed her hands from her poor scalp that was probably burning, and screamed, “MY SECOND NAME IS ELSA, QUEEN OF THE QUEEN!”…Followed by a twirl of her gown and loud stomps down the hallway.

“YEAVE ME AYONE.”

“NO! MY NAME IS ELSA”

“GO AYAY!”

“YOU CAN’T TELL ELSA WHAT TO DO!”

“AYAYALDLF LSKDJFY!!!!”

Push, Shove, Twirl, Stomp, and Victory Dance…In that order.

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I couldn’t figure out whether to talk to Elsa or Gia, and quite frankly I was worried the two year old will pull my hair. So I did what any desperate mom would do…

I drank.

Ice water. It calms me guys. Then I said a prayer.

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For sanity, for comfort, and for strength.

And then in that moment, both my girls came and sat on my lap and as clear as day I heard, “They love you so much.”

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Did they stop fighting after that? No. I swear my oldest was running around saying “Son of a Fish!”

Did I feel like a complete failure? No. Despite the chaos and drama, I felt loved,  I knew they felt loved and loved each other as well.

I also knew that someone had taught my daughter to say, “Son of a fish!”…

Next step:

Comfort Food.

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Top Ramen
 
I will be completely honest and say as a child I LOVED opening a package of top ramen, sprinkling the 'seasoning' packet on top of the dried pasta, and eating as is. I can still taste it! This is a spin off of that ever so popular childhood favorite. This is a vegetarian version, but you can definitely add in your favorite ingredients. Switch up the broths, sautee some diced veggies with the onions, etc.
Ingredients
  • 2 TB. sesame oil, or olive oil
  • ¼ c. minced onion
  • 3 cloves garlic minced
  • 2 tsp. freshly grated ginger
  • (Opt: Minced carrots)
  • 8 cups vegetable broth
  • 2 cups water
  • 12 oz. Chinese Noodles
  • 4 tsp. ground celery seed
  • 4-5 TB. fresh chopped chives
  • salt/pepper
  • optional: red pepper flakes, soy sauce, hot sauce, etc.)
Instructions
  1. In a large saucepan, add oil and heat up. Then add minced onion, garlic, and ginger. (If you add other raw veggies add in here as well.)
  2. Continually toss and cook for 3-5 minutes on medium heat.
  3. Next add in broth and water.
  4. Stir and add in chinese noodles.
  5. Sprinkle in spices and let cook for a few minutes until the noodles are soft.
  6. Add in your additional seasonings and toppings. Serve hot!

 

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I enjoyed this comfort food all by myself…Imagine that. One child asleep, and the other staring/glaring at me from time out.

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You can thank that son of a fish.

Why I Took A Break From Blogging

(This is me…finally BLOGGING…)

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It’s been a good month or so since I’ve put effort into this little site. I’ve always called this blog my third child, and well, I’ve failed in the mom department on that one.

There are probably 47 reasons that I justified myself in taking a break for a while, and although I won’t share all 47 of them, I know it’s important to share a few.

I consider you guys my Blamily. (Blog/Family) And Blamily members don’t just leave for a month without an explanation.

Now…I’d like to get a little personal for a second.

I needed a Break.

I’ve never considered this blog a chore. Ever. I look forward to cooking, creating, writing, and connecting. It’s truly a passion of mine.

BUT.

I lost my spark and passion for a bit, I won’t lie. I think we all go through that with our dreams. It’s not that we completely loose them, but I think it’s more of a growth period that determines more of what we’d like and how we would like to accomplish it. It’s a period where we have to take a step back, breath, look at everything from a different view, and eventually come back stronger.

Honestly, I was frustrated. My life was incredibly busy at the moment, and I couldn’t put my whole heart into the blog.

Then, I began noticing people were jacking my style” so to speak on recipes and ideas that I had worked HARD on. I would see others share them in their own light, and receive more recognition that I had. FRUST.RATE.ING.

I started to get frustrated even more because I felt like I couldn’t keep up with everything. Social media, recipes, ideas, pictures, and more importantly LIFE.

Then my computer broke, I lost all of my pictures from my ebook that I had been working on (and videos/pics of my children!), my personal life was going though some things, it was 150 degrees and I NEVER wanted to cook, and my neighbors best friends boy friends cat died….

BREATH.

I realized it was time for a break. Time to breath, and time to rethink some things. I knew if I was ever going to be where I wanted to be with this blog, I needed to take a step back and re-focus.

I also needed to focus on my personal life. Being a mom/wife/blogger isn’t easy, and trying to make everything perfect and ‘Leave It To Beaver’ like just ain’t happening. (No matter what pinterest tells you.)

RETURNING.

I’ve had a lot of time to think, refocus, and prioritize. I’m sure there will still be some hiccups, but I’m excited to be back and share with you life, happiness, craziness, and healthy-ness. (Word?)

Thank you for sticking with me. Thank you for not giving up on me.

Now…Go hug your family.

Pesto Zucchini Pasta

Say What?!?

A Post!!!

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That’s right! I’m sure there are pigs flying somewhere right?

Well today’s post is featured on Venus Williams Eleven By Venus Blog!

Zucchini Pest Pasta! I am LOVING my julienne peeler! I have so many ideas in my head on how I can play around with it!

To check out the recipe, GO HERE!

ALSO…

We are back home as of yesterday, and we aren’t leaving town for another week and a half so I have PLENTY of time to share things with you! Be looking out for new recipes and etc.!

Thanks again for all of your support! Much love!!

I’m still here!

There are times here on this blog where things might seem a little quiet. ..

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It’s not because I don’t love this blog, or I’m pounding down chocolate covered anything…It’s honestly and truly because I love this blog too much.

I’m always going to be a wife & mom, first and foremost. Sometimes that means that I don’t have all the time in the world to blast your social media accounts with all my up to date news/pics/etc. Sometimes it is summer, and our family is here, there, and everywhere.

And sometimes I really value this place and you guys too much, I want to post the BEST. If I can’t give you the best, I don’t want to post it.

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I know that means you won’t always hear from me everyday, or even every week…I’m sorry.

But know that I’m still here,  living a healthy life, and I’ll post soon. Sometimes life happens, and what’s most important comes first…

I hope you still love me?

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Soon enough you will have an awesome post, I promise!

If not, I swear I’ll send you some chocolate.

Pinky Promise!

Peanut Butter Cookie Dough Balls

We’ve all heard about those kind of kids…

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The ones whose pictures float across the internet of them covered in diaper cream while standing in a gallon of spilled milk. Or THAT kid who flush wallets, watches, and other valuables down the toilet…Or worse yet, swallows them.

Or how about that kids who screams like a baby piglet when they don’t get their way in the store…seriously? Whose child is that?

Before I had kids, I remember thinking to my self, “How on earth did that child end up in THAT situation?! Wasn’t anyone watching the kid?” (For example; diaper cream switch.) Or, “Seriously, those parents are the WORST parents ever to have that screaming kid! If that was my child…”

And then one day, I birthed THAT child.

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The child who finds her self in the most unbelievable messiest situations when I run to the bathroom. The child who shoves a pearl in her ear. The child who screams like a piglet when she wants G-U-M at the store…

The child who whenever they see a glass full of liquid HAS to dump it all over my open and perfectly working computer…And then play with it.

AND THEN, when you take that computer to the store to get fixed, said child throws a major tantrum on the floor because she wanted G-U-FLIPPEN-M.

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I love THAT child.

I love that child’s multiple kisses and hugs. I love her funny phrases, songs, and noises, (most of them.)

I love that child’s bubbly, bright, and silly personality. That sneaky smile and the way she closes her eyes, bows her head, and folds those chubby arms when she says her prayers.

I love that child more than life it self…

Even if she cost me $234983749.98 to fix my dang computer. (And all my pictures, videos, programs…etc.) #yup

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Dear child,

Please continue to be THAT child. And I promise I’ll continue to be one of THOSE parents.

xo-

Mommy

Now…For some much needed cookie dough balls ya?

(I shared a picture of these cookies on my Facebook page and the results were outstanding! I knew I had to share the recipe with all of you! xo)

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Peanut Butter Cookie Dough Balls
 
These don't last long in our household! They are perfect for a quick pick me up, since they are full of protein! They also work great for treats in kids school lunches! Either way you eat, enjoy!
Ingredients
  • 1 c. raw peanuts
  • ½ c. oats
  • 2 TB. honey
  • 2 TB. maple syrup
  • 1½ tsp. vanilla extract
  • ½ c. chocolate chips (or more if needed)
Instructions
  1. In a food processor or blender, add peanuts and blend until a fine flour comes together to form a dough. (Don't process after that or you will get peanut butter!!) Note: Don't process all ingredients together because the mixture won't turn out. You will get a cookie crumble, which is totally fine, but it won't form into balls!
  2. Next add the rest of the ingredients, besides chocolate chips, and blend until combined. (Not too much blending!)
  3. Add the chocolate chips and pulse a few times to mix.
  4. Using a small cookie scoop, make balls and keep in the fridge or freezer!
  5. Makes 14-16 small balls!

 

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THAT child loves these PB cookie dough balls.

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And THAT child makes a huge mess when she eats them, and then dumps her milk all over the place to top it off…

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I love that child.

Our First Family Getaway

I guess you could call us ‘moochers’, since we’ve always relied on grandparents to go on family getaways and vacations, but for the first time we ventured out just us four. I wish we would have done this sooner, but with student life and school loans, we haven’t had the opportunity to do so. Luckily, everything worked out perfectly for our little family to take this trip, and it was exactly what we needed.

We didn’t go anywhere exotic (well, to some it might be), just to the beautiful state of Utah. We haven’t been in years, and I was dying to see grass. (It’s against the religion of Las Vegas to have grass I think?) I’ve never felt more like a family than I did on this trip. I still feel happy thinking about the memories we created.

We visited my grandparents grave first thing, and it was a beautiful start to the trip. It really put things into perspective for me. I couldn’t help but think how happy my grandparents were to see their two great granddaughters running around and reading the names on their grave site. I know they would have loved my babies more than anything!

The next day was July 4th, and boy does Utah love to celebrate. We attending the provo parade, and then sat under the stars on a large blanket in Pleasant Grove, Utah. We knew no one, but had so much fun cuddling, tickling, and laughing on that blanket as we waited for the fireworks.

On Saturday we went to Salt Lake City where we toured Temple Square. There are so many fabulous things about temple square that I love, especially all of the flowers, grass, and trees. (Again, non existent in Las Vegas.) We watched a movie, read stories, viewed beautiful buildings, and ate ice cream. Then we walked across the street to the mall and went to the Disney store. (There was some bribing that happened in order for that stop…)

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I can’t say it enough…I loved every second of this weekend. Every day home life is special in it’s own way, but going out and doing things as a family, and enjoying each others company is completely different. I treasure these moments and I hope in 15 years my girls still consider my their best friend. (And my husband too!)

Oh, and seriously…I LOVE grass.

Blackened Halibut

I have this intense love hate relationship with fish.

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The thought of eating it makes me sick, the smell of it makes me want to (ya know), and the look of it…BAHLSDFKJALDFHKLJDF!!!

But then I went to this sea food restaurant in Newport Beach and had the best tasting halibut of my life, and I’ve dreamt about it once a week since then.

IT’S SO CONFUSING!

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A problem I’ve been faced with a lot since living in Las Vegas is getting ‘fresher’ food, especially meats and fish. We aren’t that far away from the ocean, but it’s just not the same since living in San Diego. I notice the fish smell a lot worse and the fish are colored to look a certain way…(Which makes it sound even less appealing.)

I used to buy salmon because it was the one I was most familiar with, but I don’t think I will ever go back. Many of you have suggested I try halibut, and boy I wish I would have listened sooner! It basically taste like chicken…I mean seriously, it’s the REAL chicken of the sea.

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I’ve also noticed that I prefer my fish blackened, which means it has a little crisp and char on the outside. Also, fish taste amazing with a lot of butter. Buuuutttaaaa. But I recently found out it also taste good with coconut oil too! Which ever you prefer to use, both work great!

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This version can be made on a grill, or if you are like me and don’t own one, then a cast iron skillet works great too! (Even a regular pan is fine!)

And if the idea of eating fish sounds disgusting to your kids, tell them it’s chicken. #greatparenting

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Blackened halibut
 
Ingredients
  • fresh halibut
  • butter or coconut oil
  • fresh garlic
  • old bay seasoning
  • lemon
Instructions
  1. Heat your cast iron skillet on the stove on medium heat. (This allows the pan to get hot!)
  2. For each halibut, melt 2 TB. of oil (or butter) and ½ tsp. chopped garlic clove.
  3. Dip halibut into the melted butter, and coat completely.
  4. Remove the halibut and place on a plate. Sprinkle each side generously with Old Bay seasoning.
  5. Melt 1 tsp. of butter or oil in the pan. Add the halibut, which should make the pan smoke.
  6. Cook halibut for a few minutes on each side until it's cooked all the way though.
  7. Finish off with fresh lemon juice.
  8. Enjoy!

 

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I’d love to know your favorite ways to eat or prepare fish, and which fish is your favorite! I wouldn’t say I’m 100% sold on the idea of loving fish…But, a little convincing never hurt anyone right?!

Kids Macaroni & Cheese

Since the beginning, I’ve always been a ‘food based blog’. I started out as cupcakes, next was just desserts, and then I went healthy. All.Over.The.Place. Right?

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

I love blogging about food and healthy meal ideas, but recently I’ve been thinking of ideas of how I want to do more than just blog about food. Obviously food is a huge part of living a healthy lifestyle, but I also believe so many other aspects go into health, and happiness. I want to stretch this blog a little more and focus on the idea of ‘health & happiness’ as a whole…and not just food.

(Did I repeat myself?)

I haven’t fully decided what that means, but I am hoping that over the summer The Diva Dish will be able to find it’s voice. Whether that means more of this or that I don’t know…But food will always be a big part of this, so don’t worry. :)

How many times can I say the word food in this post?

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

 

A small part of that change will be sharing more of a reality as to what my kids really do eat. Pretty recipes and “true stories” can only convince you guys so much right?! I mean…Do my kids REALLY eat healthy? Have they ever even had boxed Mac n Cheese?!

Yes and Yes.

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

 

Sometimes I get worried to post a recipe that has cheese or a high amount of calories because it may not be considered “completely healthy” and then the world will think I’m a FRAUD!! But here right now, I will tell you my kids eat cheese. And some of their meals are probably high in calories…

One important thing I’ve learned with my kids is that they are growing and their body needs food and it’s nutrients to grow. Their body doesn’t need fat free, calorie-less foods. They need the fats, proteins, carbs, etc. to help their brains and bones!

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

 

Mac N’Cheese is always a kid favorite, and I’m not going to lie, making it from a box can save a lot of time. But on the days where I have a little more time, I love to make homemade mac! It last us for the next couple of lunches, which is one of the things I love about it!

Switching up the pasta shapes is always fun for kids, but I love adding in orange-colored pureed veggies to really up the nutrients! This dish has carrot puree, which brings out a subtle sweetness to it! And, carrots are orange, fake cheese is kind of orange…soooo….

Win Win!

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

 

Kids Macaroni & Cheese
 
Ingredients
  • salt
  • 2 medium carrots, diced
  • 12 ounces pasta of choice
  • 1 TB. butter or coconut oil
  • 1½ TB. flour (can use whole wheat, spelt, all purpose, etc.)
  • 1 tsp. ground mustard powder
  • 1 12 ounce can evaporated milk (or other milk of choice)
  • 2 c. sharp cheddar cheese
  • ½ c. mozzarella cheese, shredded
  • For the Topping (optional)
  • 1 TB. coconut oil
  • ½ tsp. paprika
  • ½ tsp. tumeric
  • ¼ c. bread crumbs (fresh)
Instructions
  1. Bring a large pot of salted water to boil. Cook the carrots until tender.
  2. While the carrots are cooking you can make your topping.
  3. Melt the oil in a pan, then add the rest of the ingredients for the topping. Whisk together for a minute or so then remove from heat and set aside.
  4. Remove the carrots when they are done with a slotted spoon and transfer to a blender.
  5. Add the pasta to that same pot/water. Cook pasta until tender. Reserve 1¼ cup of pasta water, then drain the pasta. Add the water to the carrots in the blender.
  6. Puree the carrots until smooth.
  7. In a sauce pan melt your butter/oil on medium heat. Whisk in the flour and mustard powder and continue to whisk for 1 minute.
  8. Then whisk in the evaporated milk and carrot puree until smooth.
  9. Simmer the mixture until it has slightly thickened.
  10. Remove from heat and stir in the cheese until it has melted. Fold in the pasta!
  11. Serve into individual bowls and top with crunchy topping!

 

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

 

As for us parents, don’t be ashamed to eat a little mac n’ cheese! Serve this along side fresh veggies and a large salad and you are great!

Kids Mac n' Cheese! Secret ingredient is CARROT puree to up the nutrients for your kiddos! Recipe from The Diva Dish!

For the record, Carrots > Fake Cheese.

 

What would you like to see more of on The Diva Dish?! I Would LOVE your input!!